The truth is that I am not really a dog person. I grew up with great cats, but
we never had much luck with dogs. They slobbered too much and were too hyper,
too dumb, to rough, or too valuable and stolen.
I always figured I would be a cat person the rest of my life. Until I
fell in love with someone allergic to cats.
We never knew her exact breed. She had the personality,
body, and markings of a Canaan, but more
than likely she was a Husky-Sheppard mix. In Texas, this meant she was ALWAYS
shedding her white undercoat. I am pretty sure we had enough hair each year to
make several small dogs!! Moving to
Arkansas was not much better since colder winters brought on a thicker coat so
Spring was still quite a shedding mess. But the trade-off was that she had a
silky soft coat that you just couldn’t help but pet.
Ginger was meant to be a crated dog, but early on she
convinced me that she should sleep on the bed when Jeff traveled. She usually took
her place on his side of the bed. This was our secret… well, mostly. Ginger was a great comfort while we were
going through infertility treatments for several years. When Jeff was gone, It
was Ginger that sat by me as I charted and tested, listened to me cry, stayed
up to watch movies, and shared ice cream and popcorn. She was also my protector – barking at
strange noises and hunkering down with me on stormy nights in our “safe” room.
When Jillian came home, I was concerned that our fur baby of
10 years would be jealous. But she took to Jillian immediately: sleeping on the
floor of her room; kissing her head; snuggling next to her on the floor; chasing
each other around the house; letting Jillian adorn her with hats and pearls and
crowns; taking walks and sharing snacks.
Even as she grew older and had more pain, she never once bit down on
Jillian. Yeah, she yelped and nipped a few times in the past year, but we could
not have asked for any better behavior from a senior dog.
At age 14 ½, Ginger had cataracts, was losing teeth,
starting to lose weight, limping, losing footing and slipping, having trouble
with stairs, panting heavily most of the day, and experiencing obvious pain
when moving too quickly or changing positions.
Over the past few weeks, she became incontinent and seemed to experience
pain in her stomach area. However, she gave us glimpses of the perky dog she
used to be and she remained a patient, loyal, and sweet girl to us all. Making the decision to let her go has been one of the most difficult decisions we have ever had to make. She is pain free now and I hope chasing squirrels in a heavenly field. We will miss her fur on our clothes, her
gentle nose nudges to make you go where she wanted you to go, and her bark
reminding you that she was waiting at the door to come back inside.
Oh, Julie. Losing our furry babies has been so very hard. I had no idea how hard it would be. I am so sorry. I know you are heartbroken and your home just feels empty. Praying for you all as you grieve your sweet Ginger's passing.
ReplyDeleteMy heart is broken for you all, Julie. We've had to make this decision three times and it is alway difficult. We still miss all of our babies; They are family members, not merely pets or livestock. We'll remember them fondly for the rest of our lives and there is no "getting over" them. Some of the pain will subside, but they leave a permanent, awesome mark on our lives.
ReplyDeleteBlessings and peace to you all.
Allen
Thank you Allen!' I knew you and Michelle would understand. It was your beagle that sent us dog hunting!!
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